Kate Godfrey

Sunday, October 31, 2004

How It went

The Halloween party on Friday went really well! Malissa and I spent like a couple hours just setting up the decorations in her house. The entry way to the front door, the main party room and the hallway entrance were decorated with strips of black trash bags. Though it looked ghetto- I think it turned out looking awesome- fluttering irrely about in the breeze of the ceiling fan.In the main room, were all of the music and dancing was located I brought over my dad's black lights from the company. Fearing for the lives sake of the black lights, I made sure to take every precaution in them being secured down nicely with duc tape. And I am glad to report that the lights didn't go under any damage during the night.

Jocelyn was the first of the guests to arrive. Her, myself, and Malissa all worked on decorations for a while. Then took a small break and I played them a few of my songs on the guitar, then we went back to decorating. As I was still taping up some streamers in the shape of a spider web, the door bell rang, and the guests began to arrive... After about 3 people arrived for the party I gave up on finishing the web...It looked fine anyway.

So music began to blare, and being the extrovert I am- I headbanged like a motha' with one of my home slices Malissa- I'm a dork, what more can I say? So people went in and out of the 3 main areas: The Dance Room, the Lounge area, and the kitchen. It seemed as if, when one person would leave into another area, the enire croud would migrate to that very room. Quite funny actually.

A bunch of people that I didn't even think would end up comeing, came. That was a major plus! you can't beat a good croud right?! All of the people there were awesome! Even if they couldn't have stayed there as long as others. Their mere arrival was enough to make me run around in happy circles.

I was in a great party mood that night! I don't think there was ever a time when I thought, "I want to do something else right now!" or "OLLE CRAPE! I am bored.." I suppose it wasn't the most -structured- party (heh, alot of the funness was up to the people there, mostly we just chilled and messed around being goofs). And I think that some of the people attending would have perffered a little more planned out activities. But oh well! It's all good. At least I know what I can work on for future parties...even though, this party in particular wasn't even mine. Twas Malissa's. I was only the Co-Host personage.
So after people danced/headbanged around to music and ate pizza/chips/candy/drank soda, everyone (with the exception of a few people) somehow found themselves in Malissa's room. None of us knew exactly why we were there....but we were! As everyone was involoved in a conversation with someone I got this idea...oooooo! I'll turn off the light! I casualy walked to the door and closed it, then shut off the light. AHHHH!!! who did that!! I can't see! oh no! Screams and squeeks could be heard, man it was fun! I went around roaring and startleing people...yet no one knew it was me. As I was in mid startle, Marshal flipped on the light. IT WAS YOU! He pointed at me. At that moment honestly every person had a smile on their face. I like being the villian....it's fun!

We then put in the movie Stirr of Echoes. Saddly enough, durring the middle of the movie a scene (which I had entirely forgotten about) came up. It was one of those "adult" kind of scenes...yeah....to put it bluntly SEX took place. Oh crap, we all thought, this is a bad scene!....what will we do?? Malissa grabbed for the remote and pressed it's buttons. IT WONT WORK! she remarked. After more than enough failed attempts finaly she managed to get the fast forward to work.....

the result wasn't exactly what she had intended on...

you see, when a mommy and a daddy really like each other- heh I guess I will skip all of that, Okay in this scene the parents were getting on the nasty, making love, doing the whoopie, what ever you want to call it...it was suddenly going 100 miles an hour. We could all see what was going on..and FAST too. This didn't make things any beter, only a hell of a lot funnier. The entire room laughed. You should have seen the look on Malissa's face! It was histarical.

Well, I couldn't sit still through that entire movie (I was too hyper), so I joined my friends Danny, Malissa, Kaleb, and Marshal in the kitchen who had found their places in there sometime durring the movie. With a mixture of, candy, soda, and the fact that we were all getting a late night high, honestly we all felt a little drunk. Everything became pointlessly funny, it was out of controll, and awesome. I would have to say that was the most entertaining part of the party for me. Not because of what we were doing (regularly that would have been retarted), it was flat out just the moods we were all in.

After the movie Malissa had this idea to curl up inside of an empty black trash bag and see if Danny could close off the top....heh. it worked. I didn't really notice what was going on at this time because I was in the other room danceing. Then all of a sudden I walk in...and what do I see???? OH NOES! I MUST SAVE MALISSA! I didn't really think she was going to die or anything...but still, I pushed Danny aside. Malissa! are you okay??! It was hard to breathe after all of the hard laughter, I oppened the bag, to see a bundle of Malissa. We all laughed...damn those were some good times. It was only a little while ago, and I already miss that party.

Well Robbie, Malissa's dad, really wanted to get all of those crazy teenagers out of his house, so he told Malissa it was time to rap it all up. Everyone helped clean up (thank you guys for doing that!) It got cleaned up pretty quickly. When it was time for everyone to leave, I went around giving hugs. I gave alot of hugs out that night, infact almost every person there got a hug from me! Even the people I didn't really know that well. It was grand. They all got their rides home, and that was the end of that wonderful chapter in our lives.



~Special Thanks~
To All

Jocelyn Gubler- Jocie! I remember when I first met you back in 5th grade....it makes me laugh at my dumbness now...but then I thought I was pretty cool. I always have thought you were a really cool cat, and you still are! I have plenty of fond memories that have been created when I was hanging out with you. So now, I can say "Do you remember that one time..."
So anyways...With you energetic awesomeness, you really helped me get pumped for the party. I'm so glad that you came! You are one of the coolest people I know, not to mention one of the best at cutting out bats, and creating plots for getting Malissa mobbed by everyone (to bad that didn't work out!)

Tim Spendlove-
Timmah! Dude, it was pimpn' I really enjoyed having you there! And I can't forget the awesome time we had at the dance factory a few days after the party! Your a pimp man. The Nizzle shunt PIMP! Oh, and sorry you lost at Jewel Pool again...we should try working on that....

Sarah Garner- OLLE CRAPE! you are excellent at being a ninja turtle! That is the best halloween costume I have seen in a long time. You were really wild when we played my chemical romance, and brown eyed deception- it was great. We always need a true rocker in our midst. Oh, and thank you for letting me kinda lean on you durring the movie.

Bethany-
Bethie! Hey man, I don't know what it would have been like with out you there! You are always making me laugh. It was dandy seeing you at the party. I'm glad someone was there with a camera, it is grand that now there are pictures taken of the even and stuffs. So thanks for being there! I love you.

Tosha Carter
- Tosha Benard! You are the coolest cousin man, I love you to death! It was so peachy having you at the party, I love you. I have so many memories of growing up with you. Even though we never started out being that great of friends, now it seems like you are one of my best. We have had some really great times together, and I hope we can have more memories together to remember in the future. Oh, and that was an awesome outfit you had on at the party! You looked freaking cool.

Kayla Godfrey- Oh Kaylabub, my little play boy bunny! You are a gweat sisy, though you can be a pain in the arse, I'm sure I can be the same to you....sorry about my pain in the arseness! I love you Kayla! Thanks for comeing to the party! Never forget the lessons I have thought you. Because, you know I have thought you many good things!

Bevin, Pat + group- Though you guys weren't there that long, it was great that you came! I loved the costumes! They were really elaborate and fun. And Bevin you are just so dandy! you are a great girl! I love haveing you in my classes. You are sooo funny! You are the most dedicated pop tart fan I have ever encountered! Same to you Pat....accept you aren't a girl..and you aren't in any of my classes...though you do seem like your a funny guy, and I don't really know if you like pop tarts or not... Anyway you guys are perfect together. It made me happy to see you guys that night.

Daniel and Dason- Hey, Hey guys! who can forget a pair like you people! With your colorful personality, and great sense of humor, it is hard to go wrong with you guys! I loved seeing you at the party! Keep being awesome! Thank you for comeing.

Marshal Josey- Dude, it was great having you there! I loved the whole "assasin" thing! I think I will remember that for the next 5 years. Haha, and did you know that Bethany got a photo of you in those bunny ears?? It is currently posted on the internet. As is the one of you being a sammuri. Yeah, I'll see you in GYM man. Thanks for comeing.

Ally-
I don't usually find cool freshmen. I mean, no offense or anything! But alot of them just aren't that mature..but in your case I will have to make an acception! Though, I don't really know you that well, from what I have seen, you seem like a pretty cool kid! Keep it real man! I see great potential in you. Thank you for comeing to the party.

Tricia Blackmore-
FISH! What up, my little ho fairy?! I liked jamming out with you, it was great fun! Trick or treating was really awesome as well, I'm glad you came with us! I love the way you always are just so cute, and good to talk to. Thank you for comeing.

Kyle Janes-
PILE! You know, I don't think I have ever seen you act more crazy! It was hilarious...."don't look up my mu mu!" Dude, I haven't seen you with bigger boobs and a hemeroid in my life! Anyway, being a white guy, it must really suck having to deal with people constantly making fun of you and stuff...so I respect that you put up with so much. You were a blast at the party! Thank you for comeing!

Danny Hanson-
Dan man. I find it kinda funny thinking back on it...If it weren't for that cockroach, I'm not sure If I would be your friend today. I have really enjoyed getting to know you over the past months. I can clearly see that you are one of the nicest guys out there. Keep being you! And thank you for delivering the pizza! I'm glad you came.

Kaleb Jewel-
What's up wiggah??! You are the awesome sauce! I have had some really great times with you, and it is dandy seeing you and Malissa being together! You are a funny dude. Keep it peachy always, and never forget the powers of ba-bong! Thank you for showing up!

Elijah McCausland-
Ah, Mr. John Carter, Twas great company having you there. I really like it when you are around, and the fact that you came to the party, even though Katie- and Des couldn't come, is really consiterate of you...I'm sorry she couldn't have come. Next time, Next party! Anyway, I have enjoyed being your friend man! And I always will! Thanks for comeing. Your really a great guy. One of the very best I have ever met!

Malissa Jones-
Malissa, Malissa, Malissa! You are a sweet girl, I enjoy comeing to school, and seeing your bright and cheery smile. I was glad I could see it at the party. Thank you for comeing!




Monday, October 25, 2004

The Recent Stuff

Today my Step dad returned from Vegas, I was really glad to see him. The first thing I did was give him a hug, I stepped back and smiled, then gave him another one. I couldn't really help it- I was just so glad to see him! He seemed a bit distant, but that is to be understood, he was so terribly embarressed of his actions, that he found it hard to act normal today. He appologized about everything, because he knew that he have us all a good scare, I told him "It's all good," That is my common response to a lot of things . I wanted to not linger around him to much today, because I was sure that he just wanted his space and nap time. So I respected that and left to the other house. So yeah, all is good on that subject.

OH EM GEE! The Grudge.....
That movie, I swear, I have never seen any other that scared me so baddly. You have no idea. And I thought The Ring was bad! Damn, I didn't know what was comeing! Pretty much the entire time I had to cling to Malissa's hand or grab onto her arm. That movie was just plain scary the whole time. And it didn't help that people in the audience would litterally scream at the scary parts, that made me jump even worse. Though I did think that it had a few to many scary parts...some of the scenes that were initially made to be terrifying just flew by sometimes, but that doesn't mean that movie didn't scare the pants off of me...because it did. OLLE CRAPE!
When the movie ended Malissa, Jocelyn, and I were exited and guess who we saw??? Twas me brother, Nathan, and his friends Ben, and Tyler. I was so shaken after that movie that I needed a hug...so in wave of fear I lunged to my brother and hugged him. I even supprised myself when I did that. In fact, I think that was the first time I had hugged him in a while....
The Grudge scared me.....
Be prepared if you ever plan to go watch it, and if you already have, then good for you.
I thought that The Grudge was the continuation of The Ring, but apparently I was wrong. I guess it was just a side story thing, that was somewhat related to it. Durring the previews I saw the preview for The Ring 2, so yeah, I want to see that movie as well.

Friday, October 22, 2004

Halloween party

On the friday of next week Malissa and I are going to host a halloween party, Wich will be at her house. I am soooooo excited! We are going to have scary/funny movies, games, candy, loud music, danceing, and other crap as of such. We are hopeing to make it a major blammo of a party, So if you know myself, or Malissa, you are invited...no questions asked! It is a costume party, but they are not required. Any candy donations would be appreciated, please come :) you will have fun!

Any Questions? Email me at:
g_katelyn@hotmail.com

To catch up...

To my faithful fans,
Over the last few months I have gathered that many people have come to thourally enjoy reading my posts here on blogspot. This being the case, I will try my hardest to post more often, and give you guys more of the 411 on stories, poems, random insanity, thoughts, and current events. I am deeply sorry that I have kept you guys waiting for so long to read some more good stuff, well there was a reason for all of this.
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My family has been going through chaos lately...My step dad literally ran away awhile ago. Just got in the car and drove off. Well, apparently he had been taking anti depressant pills such as prosaic to help ease the depression. He later ran out of prosaic, causing him to suddenly switch to zoloft. The side effects of switching between drugs drastically can be insane. That is exactly what my father had become!
After he hadn't returned home for a few days, we all started to worry about him, Where did he go? Would he actually try to end his own life??? All of us were in the dark, terrifying images would constantly run through my head. Without any clue where he was....All we could do was contact the authorities- and wait.
About a few days later I received a phone call from the police- Robin had been found. He had been staying in Las Vegas, living in his car. People had made reports that there had been a man acting strangely, deliberately lingering around his car parked next to a dumpster. Sadly, that was his only means of nourishment. The authorities even found papers in his car which he had written random thoughts like: I am the anti Christ or I am evil. Hearing this upset me, a shock that I never thought I would feel involving Robin, such a spiritual and loving man. What really was going through his mind when he wrote those things? It puzzles me still.
The very day my mother heard that Robin was found, she wanted to see him as soon as she could. Besides....It was going to be there 1st year anniversary in two days. Well mom wasn't able to go until about 3 days after she planned to. So the anaversary passed...And the wedding cake remained untouched. But that didn't stop her. "I'm in love with him!! How can I just sit here and do nothing?!" Honestly, I couldn't stop the woman if I did my absolute best to do so. So, the three of us remained, completely alone....I decided I would do something....
I TREW A HUGE PARTY!! oh muh goodns' it was great!!! I got drunk and smoked pot!!!
- heh heh not really, I just wanted to see how you kiddies would react, though I can't really see or hear how you are feeling right now...so I don't really know why I just did that. I hope you got a bit of a kick though...ANYWAY enough tangents- back to the story. In a way, I almost felt neglected just left to watch over 2 kids...Both of which are some of the most slobbyish people I know, not to mention the tantrum my youngest sister (who is now 10 years old and shouldn't even act in the way she does.) You honestly have no idea what she acts like...Only if you have seen her in the act would you understand. In fact, as I type I can hear her screaming right now, Kayla, my other sister, turned up the TV in the other room to drown out the sound of the hellish cries, as she yells profanitys at her...Overall it sounds like the pits of hell. GRAH! Sometimes I wonder how I get by living with all of this damn drama.
So my mom has returned from Vegas once, to buy us food, then she was on her way again to See Robin- who was attending a mental hospital, to help him from his depression. Now, he is out of the hospital and is currently in Vegas with my mom. She was supposed to come home today, but as always she is prolonging her return. Nothing new.


ON A LIGHTER NOTE!

Tonight my good friends, Malissa and Jocelyn, are going to see the new movie called The Grudge, It is the sequel to the movie called The Ring, and it is supposed to be incredibly terrifying- after all, The Ring was creepy enough....Hopefully this one will live up to the first. This is the first night that it is out, so we are expecting a large crowd. We are going to the late showing, which is around 10 pm.

"In every darkness I will find a light.....
...I wont let something that will eventually pass ruin my life."
--------Katie Godfrey, October 22nd



Tuesday, October 05, 2004

Random Poem 2.


"The way the river flows"
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How can we contoll the water?
yes, we can put dams and canals in it's path
but we can never stop it from flowing
the river always perseveres
as will life
always changing sometimes roughly rapid
sometimes gentle, and quiet
or bounding over a rocky ledge
the river cares not for its trouble
for it knows
it will lead to the beautiful lake
all in good time...



-A poem by Katie Godfrey





Sunday, October 03, 2004

Random Poem 1.

Why Father?

It seems as if you have forgoten
Everything inside you is empty
entirely erased
I want to give you emotion again
but how?
How can I change the way you feel?
Do you feel nothing?
Is this really what you want?
To just become an empty memory?
I have wittnessed your soul slowly disipate
It scares me father
I long for the days we once lived
for the words we once spoke
Can you just turn your back?
Like it had never happend?
It was you that made me believe
that it is possible for me to have a father
Now...just like that day, so long ago
You have nearly abandoned your will to live
as he has done, you wish to leave us
A repeating sequence I live once more
Why father?

-A poem by Katie Godfrey